Freakin incoherent rantings...

Abnormality

2006-07-25T01:45:00.000+08:00

On a post note, I seems to be constructing all my post in the wee hours of midnight nowadays.

Bwah!

Marketing test commences tomorrow and I have yet to study!!!

*panics in round circles*

There’s 3 tests coming up this week!!!

*panics even more*

I’m so dead this week…Arrrghhh, I don’t even get the time to slack out at CCA’s cause of these tests.

Bah!

I’m off!

Still missing the pig… Can’t get to bully the fur ball anymore… Life seems a lot quieter without her nowadays…

Leaving off...

2006-07-24T01:32:00.000+08:00

It’s been two day since my pig’s gone…

Never to be there again, I’ll guess I never hear the ever so familiar squeaks that echoed around the house in its crystal clear resonance again, nor see the amusing jaunts it once did. Suddenly, I just wished that it could be there for another week, another month so that I could recomposed my feeling; or maybe so that I don’t get to feel this outbreak of sadness over me; or at least not that feeling that it was still here or going to be there perhaps forever? Or maybe I just wished that it could be there forever?

Living things never last, do they? They all die out in the end and all that was left of them to remember by were the memories. The memories that were etched deep into the mind of that of another individual whether those did bring about happiness or sadness. You’re probably grieve because you knew that it would not be there to create more memories that made you smile, or probably it had once cheered you up, made you happy, laugh out loud, all those ever so nostalgic memories that seem to resurface now and again.

I was grouching to Hui Ting just now about this matter and she tried comforting me by telling me that she would get me another pig by Christmas which I blatantly reject.

I guess this second pig I’ve gotten never really get around to possessing the traits of the first one which I found so endearing, such as following me around, letting me cuddle it and climbing into my lap when it’s free from it’s cage. It could even do certain stunts like standing up on its hind legs to beg for its food which I found amusing. In fact, it got around to the point it doesn’t behave like a guinea pig anymore. It would do things like sit beside me in the open field while nibbling on the grass and scurry after me when I got up to walk off to another area. In fact, it was so smart it would even return back to its cage by itself, but sadly it died when it clamped its teeth between the cage bars and did not manage to retract it until we found out. By then, it was too late and a few hours later, it was dead. It had lived for less than a year…

Maybe the second one was bought more on impulse to replace the loss I felt and that I could probably experience the joy of getting another pet that behaves exactly like the first. I even chose one which had the closest colour combination to the one I’ve lost among the pile of wide-eyed lot staring at me.

Over time, I grew to love it just the same although I shun it at first and maybe even dad, who was never attached to such things love it for the things it does, such as the way it squeaked at him and such. I guess I grew to love the critter in another way, for another personality which was so totally different from the first.

Even if I did manage to get another replacement for the one I lost now, what would I have expected of the next? Yes, as I’ve maintain, we always expect too much from things and think of them as replaceable. Yet sooner or later, we will find that one can't replace another or even resume the character of the first we love so much.

It’s too painful to get a pet sometimes. You’re grow to love it and then one of these days have to accept the heart-wrenching fact that it will die out one day. The time you get to see its movements slowing down due to old age; the time when it just gave you that last weary look before continuing on its journey to another dimension.

It’s probably just a guinea pig, but it was there for 5 ½ years of my life and I guess I should be thankful for the times I get to laugh at its antics when I’m down. I probably would have never regret this decision of getting her again even if I knew it would meant another heartbreak later on, cause it’s still the beautiful memories that made things all so worthwhile afterall, I’ll guess. =)

Ohhhhhaaiiiiiyyyoooooooo

2006-07-12T08:00:00.000+08:00

~Lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa… It’s 7.57 am in the morning and I’m heading to school soon. God, I shouldn’t have been this cheerful,

*sigh*

Lemme do a retake… Aaaaarrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhhh, it’s 7.57 am in the morning and I’ve yet to finish a peanut’s worth of work, nor that of the day after and after and after and… =S

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Bah, and everything wasn’t even about theory, which lies thy problem, else like the old times, you can just suka suka copy and call the ending shots. I have trazillions more complaints to add in, but that would be like practically digging my own gravestone.

Like take for example, the lecturers are fat overloaded slack heads, yada yada, they are ….. Ok… I’m kidding, just practically kidding. (Yea, seriously, I’m kidding)

Which sort of reminds me, it’s one twitchy week since I last update? Hey, and to give things a more interesting outlook, isn’t it one year since I last talk about archery? I’ve gotten my bow!!!

*hops around*

Oops, so is the fact I’m probably gonna be late. Laters~

Typically trashy tuesday

2006-07-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

I’m seriously freaked out by the way our lessons were handled. Unexpectedly, marketing was cancelled today together with the blanking out of my brain cells.

I missed a HELLISH LESSON TO FINISH MY REPORT AND CRAP LIKE THIS HAVE TO CROP UP?!?!?

So as expected, our beloved studio project teacher is gonna rain hell on me on his next lesson (Not that he did not enjoy it) and I’m gonna die either way. Suddenly, I felt like swapping places with my pig and enjoy life as an animal. Hurmph.

*RRaaaawwwwwwwwwwrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

I’m still mad, but somehow I’ll guess at least I get the advantage of bullying my pig whenever things went wrong.

*Evil laugh*

Eeewwww, did I seriously create that post in the morning?

Report Typing

2006-07-04T09:49:00.000+08:00

It is 9.46 am as I’m typing this particular post. So far I’m still grouching while rushing my bloody marketing report I’m supposed to submit at 12 pm. I am suppose to be attending lessons now , but being the good kid I am, I resolutely refused to face the … … without my beloved project to keep my personal-self intact. I don’t intend to get back home with two missing ‘eyeballs’ or any trivialities that matter. *Bleah*

So lalalaaaa~ Guess I’ll skip 3 hours of lesson today and lie low at the moment till the tide rolls past *rolls eyes*

On a cheerful note, you guys seem to keep badgering me to update update update and up whatever? So I’ve been hypnotizing myself recently and reminding myself to update for the prats ( <--- understatement) around me! =D

Which then bring things back to the starting point, the more I constantly remind myself to be nice to the flies buzzing around me, telling me to update yadda yadda, the lazier I became (naturally) duh? And the cool thing is I never knew what to type when I’m not busy. So the thing is I’ll probably start gushing about the 101 pigs I yearn to collect and then roast them over the pit for dinner or something dumb like that if you even bother reading.

And that is plain boring, which makes my life boring and the people around me boring and my writings boring if I even bother to yak nowadays. So basically, my life have been getting on in a boring fashion, with me scheming 24/7 on ways to avoid all my beloved lecturers while finishing all my crap work on time so that I don’t land in hot soup. The only thing interesting about my life lies in the fact that I have no life.

*Ahem*

I was typing out my lil report in the plain old boring fashion just now about the product I’m supposed to report, which reminds me, I chose the Uzap after pondering for a whole night what I’m supposed to choose. I decide to choose something prissy at first, something such as a boring Philips electric cooker or some crap appliance to show that I could be a shu nu once in a while and that I could cook! (Don’t vomit your guts out, the fact I could cook cup noodles is a big achievement) So anyway, I would have done it if not for the fact that I was lazy and taking time to research such prissy sissy stuff would put me back by at least one day.

Zippy Zappy!!!

So being the lazy bum I am, I slacked all the way till the project was probably due in another 8 hours and do a speedy rush in typing out the report at top speed. I hope the entire report don’t turns out too soggy *prays*.

Doesn’t that sort of reminds you, most health products that have to do with body poking (massage lah) essentially boils down to a machine that can vibrate? =D Sounds so freaking… Never mind, I must contain my thoughts, contain my thoughts, contain my thoughts, contain my thoughts… Ok, don’t this whole goddarn mechanism reminds you of a stupid vibrator???

First thing first in the morning, you lie down on something soothing, probably this nicety nicety looking armchair and switch on the machine. Machine vibrates:

*rampant effects*

“Aaaahhhhhh, soooooooooooo….. Ooooooooooooo”

Then another bout of

"AAaaaaahhhhh, ahhhhhhh, OOoooooooooooo......."

*Visualizes Image*

Ok? Don’t bloody blame me here?!? This is Osim’s tag line by the way, not to mention the fact that you see it whenever they lug out their stock of paper bags?

Omg Omg Omg?!?!?! Am I the only one imagining such weird stuff? It’s just an innocent report…. Really!

Heck, I get evil sometimes, guess I need to expand my brain cells more. Laters, Doing the finishing touches of my crap report. I’m laggi sianz, as long as my lecturers don’t move by this blog =D I can still laggi type crap!

I must abstain from such evil thoughts!

*abstain* *abstain**abstain*

Yea, like I could?

Titleless crap

2006-06-26T16:03:00.000+08:00

I realised I have yet to update my boring boring lil blog since the last century.

*rolls eyes*

I think I’m still suffering from a lack of inspiration. I’m heinously bored and I’m still shuddering from the fact I have yet to touch a single molecule that makes up one page of work…. And my 2 weeks break plus one free day extra bonus officially ends tomorrow!?!?!

Ahhhh, I might do some boring blogging when I’m finish with rushing out the piles of nonsense. =D I’m getting better at last minute rushing! Yay!

I was sort of wondering

2006-04-24T00:51:00.001+08:00

whether you guys remember dear olde me? Gosh, I'll just make a hint for my birth***!!! God? Did I even said anything???

Gosh!

*GASP*

I WANT THE PINK ONES!!! GIMME BIGGER ONES IF POSSIBLE!!! I WANT TO COLLECT AT LEAST 5 PIGS THIS SEASON!!!!

Ok, back to business, I will calculate your love meter for me for the number of *points up* (Remember, the ones on the right hor) *ahem* you present me...

Frigging tired due to my workload from school now... *bleah*

Horror Screams

2006-02-28T06:48:00.000+08:00

I think I seriously screwed up for statistics and Java commences today…

Aaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhh

AAaarrrrgggghhhhh

AAARRRGGH!!!

Hmm… It doesn’t matter now, does it? More postings when I’m finished with all these bullshit. Luv ya guys!

Bleah Valentine should be shot!

2006-02-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

Darn, I don’t even know that yesterday was supposed to be Valentine day till Sis shot me an exceptionally weird look musing

“Don’t even think that I will get you a rose! Anyway, the darn prefects get to keep their earnings…”

And with that, she stormed out of the house and off to school. I was stunned for a moment before giant heart like creatures flew by and wanked me back into earthly land and it suddenly hit me

“Shauks! Valentine???”

I spent the whole bloody V-day grousing in school all the way till 8pm glaring at charts. The lab was been crammed with moronic geeks weeping their little hearts out while slobbering over their work. You don’t normally see the lab this crammed at that period of time and you can guess…

*Sniggers*

Hopped off home at 8pm and on the way home, got in the way of 3 couples. They were forced to part their interlocking fingers to let me through

Bwahahahahahhaahahahhahahaaaaa

I’m a sucker sometimes, but no one can blame me, heeheeeheeeee

So ends the day and I finished my project work *yada yada* I was supposed to print the copies today but heard from Wee Long that he has taken the lead and has already finished printing out all the slides.

=.=’

*Horrified Whisper*

Did I mention that I have edited quite a number of things including kicking in a few pictures. *Bleah* 41 slides leh? Hmmm… On a better note, I better shut up!

Ps. Oei, Cloudy, I was bullshitting about the 8 llamas and the Lin Jun Jie album. I mean seriously? You can’t have believe all that nonsense. ( I’m amazed by my ability to trash out so much nonsense sometimes, *tsk tsk* Another day =p)

Nonsensical Trash

2006-02-11T11:33:00.000+08:00

*Ahem*

Anyway, I and two other pals hopped by ChinaBlack on Friday right after I dismiss myself from school. I heard that it was some event organized by Republic Polytechnic. (Republic encouraged their students to club, which they think is good for their life *Blah blah*) Yea, I paid the exorbitant fee of $16 bucks (Hey!!! CLOUD, I heard from my RP friends that they bought theirs for $14 *evil look*) and me and the other girl, Qian Hui started scheming about how to get in.

We shouldn’t have bothered much anyway. I think the whole place consist of underage wide-eyed kids who managed to sneak themselves in with fake ids. Yea, anyway, I managed to get myself in with some Republic girl’s concession pass.

The rumors were confirmed after all, ChinaBlack’s security is so slack that a dead man could swagger in provided he could pay the club fees and that he didn’t reek too much of death.

SERIOUSLY, DO I REALLY LOOK THIS YOUNG? I mean, both Qian Hui and Cloud cloud insist that I look way too … to get through… *Bleah*

Anyway, the place was… Hmm… And it reek on smoke… =.= Did I mention? =D I always think that smokers should smoke more, but *ahem* not in the presence of non-smokers lah! I mean, it's just a matter of whether you die earlier or later of liver cancer. Shush, I mean, oh yea, I right ei? If you think I'm wrong, you are wrong.

We get a free drink as well. I didn't touch the alcohol. Apparently, I got my first taste of alcohol when I was 8. Yesh, 8… I caught dad opening a can of Beer after lunch one fateful day. And oh yea, I think it went something like this.

Anyway, dad was telling me that alcohol is not good for kids *blah blah* but I guess I got my way when I told him that a sip won’t hurt. Anyway, I just dunk down about what was left. (About half a can) The stuff didn’t taste too good, and there was a weird smell because yadda as you know kids prefer sweet stuff and dad was grinning and telling me that I wouldn’t like it.

I think I managed about half a can with dad gawping at me as I walked away feeling smug. The effects of the alcohol set down on me sooner than I thought. I started feeling queasy soon after and a little while after this, I puked out my lunch including the alcohol I had just dunk. =.= (I think everything occurred in 15 mins =.=)

I never touched that stuff much again. Now thinking of it, I think my parents are pretty smart creatures that always let us do whatever we want, plus the consequences. I ordered fruit punch =.= Don’t ask me why! *Sobz*

By coincidence, I met my ex-classmate Boon Yen there who told me Sam was there as well!!! But I guess the place was too crowded to find anything much anyway.

Aaaahh… About all… Don’t think the photos look too good. =p

Nothing much goes right =p

2006-02-09T03:27:00.000+08:00

You know that when something goes wrong for you, many things can crash at any one point of time without warning? Crap, anyway, my third satchel broke!!! Aaaarrrggghhh!!! There goes my $$$... *Wimp wimp*

But then, for a good start, my laptop was finally repaired. The stinky F4 key fell of, so do my heart. Think my posts contains nonsense at the moment, but bear with me, yea… Things never go well these days *tsk tsk*

JAVA, *&#$%)_#!*%

I lied, I love Java...

2006-02-02T23:06:00.001+08:00

I think I’m going to make a post about Java every single day until the Java project is due for submission. I’m freaked out, freaked out and pretty much freaked out.

The guys told me to make baby steps such as to learn how to make the screen bigger for them and right now, I have only managed to achieve making my head bigger. I think it’s swollen now. *Ouch*

Ignore me, it’s just post submission PMS.

I’M FREAKED OUT!!!

*ahem*

Yea, just ignore me.

=.= It's for the good of the population *chants* *chants* *chants*

Ok... I couldn't resist it afterall. Shut it, at least I sponsered him free hair. =D Yea, just post submission PMS. Ignore me.

I'm back!

2006-02-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

*Ahem* Thought my blog was dead? Actually, I had pop all my recent posts down under drafts… Guess I just wasn’t in the mood to let out all these suppressed feelings of sorts, but then you get to read multiple posting now, don't you? Anyway...

新年快乐！！！

*Hur Hur* =D

Grinz

2006-01-27T01:37:00.000+08:00

On a post note, I've decided to strike off work from my list so as that I could be present for project work on Thursday. Aww… I left something like this on the boss’s desk when she was supposedly off for MC? No, Steven helped me put it there, he was chortling when he did it. I think he was just too intent on seeing the after effects. Yipee! That means I’m wiped off work!!!

*Ahem* The flowers are not supposed to be there, but I’m bored here mah? Oh yea, did I mention that work makes me exceptionally busy? Whew, all the CCA’s I’m missing, and the fact that I keep having to shovel the twerp’s lesson to some other non-existent time which co-incidentally wasn’t there? Heck, and then project work?!?!? Then the replacement lessons due to these public holidays? =.= Too many commitments, *tsk tsk* Seriously, you strike off one and your blood pressure will just lowers drastically. Wahahahaaaaaaaaa!!! I'm free!!! Darn, project tomorrow... =.=

Disappointment of sorts...

2006-01-26T09:35:00.000+08:00

I walked out of my room at around 7am today and bumped into dad. He didn’t look as angry as I expect him to be, but I guess I can sense a hint of disappointment. We had a small discussion about my future plans and touched on some of the points on my repeated school absence.

I can sense his disappointment in me as we talked and I guess this was probably the worst thing I had done throughout the years to disappoint my parents to such an extent. I always seem to disappoint them time and again these days.

Dad finally accepts my explanation and the decision I have mapped out for myself, but I can sense something of sadness in him. I felt bad, seriously bad these days. I must have look ever so irresponsible with all these school missing, isn’t it? Missing school when I was supposed to be there for lessons, missing school when I was supposed to be there for projects??? Then those personal calls from the lecturers when I missed my exams? Doing everything supposedly wrong?

I guess I was already listed as one of those irresponsible project work mates now. *Bleah* Never present for anything I guess. Irresponsible student, irresponsible everything I guess, and great I love being irresponsible. You don’t even have to do anything now ei? Being responsible was such a great strain, making sure you did all your stuff on time, organizing this and that, and *blah blah* I guess after being responsible for so many years, you can finally afford to be irresponsible for once during your stink ass poly years and make everyone hates you.

GREAT! I just love being irresponsible! *Bleah* Everything just seems to be going wrong these days. I guess it’s too late to turn back now isn’t it? I just seem to be irritated at the mildest thing these days. Guess I will be attending school on a regular basis again, just frigging hate life, but I’ll guess this is the best I can do.

Blogging some other days, feeling trampled these days. Oh yea, let me repeat, I disappoint even the ants, I keep stamping on them till their juice oozes out, I’m a disgusting sucker in short.

Nuff’ said…

I'm dead

2006-01-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

Something big cropped up while I’m at work today. Sis called me and yelled something regarding my attendance rate to me and that dad is jibbering non-stop at home.

I knew I’m dead, big time. I have always thought of the school system as something of one big joke. Like the part which they said a warning letter would be issued to your house if you met less than 90% of your attendance rate for one module. In fact, I waited a week and when nothing arrived, I laughed it off, till my attendance rate dropped to 85% did the school act. The cheee-keen school finally issued the frigging letter to my home.

Oh yea, did I just blog in the morning in my last post that dad doesn't know anything as yet? When you sate they didn't get to know anything, they always do? LIKE 5 HOURS LATER???

Something is gonna happen to me. I am penning my will now… As I talk, I can feel my bones dis..man..tli.. n..

CRAP! DID I JUST MENTION TROUBLE?!?!? Darn, I’ve just returned home from work and is blogging right now. Dad have gone out for the day, but I’ll be so dead tomorrow. Just so dead… *sigh* I knew it! The cat will always find a way out of the bag some day. I think I hate school a lot nowadays, a lot. It just doesn’t feel much like school anyway, it’s just too different from what was described… much too different.

JAVA! FUCK YOU!

I hate everything in the way and a lot of other things nowadays. I think I’m anti-social as well. I JUST HATE LIFE AS A WHOLE OK?!?!

2006-01-25T15:28:00.000+08:00

I had 25 frigging minutes to blog before I rushed off. Basically, my life is so flunked up now that I can't really decribe it adequately in words. I guess my job really keeps me on my toes nowdays... That job is wound so tightly around my school timetable that the only free time I had was MIDNIGHT?!?!?! Like seriously, how do I even finish my tutorials???

On the whole, I flunk up a lot of stuff this term, I miss 6 straight hours of lesson yesterday because I overslept. Including the all so important java test the lecturer have beeen reminding us for weeks on end. I only woke up when Su called me and asked me whether I would be able to make it there alive. I took one glance at the time, and fell asleep again. I'm hopeless... very... For some wierd reason, I don't even felt fear... And in the end, the lecturer called me up and rescheduled me for a retest today. I was speechless, I felt bad, seriously bad...

I have yet to tell dad what I was planning to do this semester, I guess what he dosen't know won't hurt him as yet. So far, I'm slushing down the drain faster than I can comprehend. Seriously tired now. Some disputes really cost you a lot, you know?

It just seems so empty these days... Along these walkways...

Yahoo!!!

2006-01-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

Whew, I made it late for Java lab today, which is gonna land me in deep soup. Not that I’m not drowning deep enough. *ahem* Anyway, I reached class in a rather grouchy mood to find that Yu Yan aka fishball had already helped me to sign my attendance list. Wahahahahaaaaaaaa, that means I scraped through the attendance this time.

Anyway, I just found something that caught my interest BIG time!!! YAHOO YAHOO YAHOO!!! The auctions site! Woot! I always thought that $$$ would just pile up naturally when you stayed on the computer the whole day instead of peeking out. (Yea, money for food, pool, *blah blah* all need $$$ one leh?!?) Which is well… true… the money is gonna wash off you faster than a catfish when you finally discovered the auctions site. I wonder what really took me so long, but then, *tsk* I’m hot on the tracks now.

The first thing I really searched for out of boredom when I clicked on the auctions link by accident was the fragging book called Memoirs of a Geisha. Which then lead to a bigger hoard… the movie tickets… and then the DVD!!! The DVD only cost $7 pi sai dollars including postage!!! Yea, I know I can get it cheaper in Malaysia ei and that I should value copyrights by buying the tickets *blah blah* ShUsH! Who really cares when you can watch the stuff over and over and over and over again in the comfort of your house with trazillions packets of snacks in front of a 37-inch TV? Like duh?

So now, I’m busy searching for nonsense that I might not need but might like to “try”… Talking of auctions, do you know that my bidding is actually horned to the optimum stage ever since sec 2? Like practice over thousands of items, with a trained timing?

WHAT?!?! YOU SPLURGE YOUR MONEY ON AUCTIONS SINCE THAT AGE?!?!

You might ask indignantly. Nah! Let me introduce you to the very place to horn your talents! Neopets auctions!!! The very place very competition is at its peak and only the Crème de Crepe manage to shine among the hundreds vying for one item. An item that might save you a few hundred thousands if you are lucky enough; or well, few thousands, anything to save you from paying the normal rates anyone might consider exorbitant.

I started Neopets now termed by everyone as childish in Sec one, with a 56k modem =.= Don’t ask, that time was horrendous, with the connection getting cut off every random second. Especially in auctions, where the fastest player get off the hook with their ultra-ultra fast connection and their exceptionally high refreshing rates to check the bids every second. Thus, I started off in the school lab until eventually, the teachers realized that even the AV students managing the school lab was playing neopets while assigning us seats in the lab. Supposedly the lab was accessible for all students to do their project work, but apparently, 50 of us squashed ourselves into the miniature lab to play the ‘wave’ that was spreading throughout the school. (I know it sounds stupid, it does, even to me now)

There, we started our teeny inchy weensy fight between our pets with bubble guns and snowballs. (It sounds even lamer here, but never mind…) Even primary school kids picked up the wave and my sis’s primary school teacher, with a Sir name of Chia owns a Chia. (Sounds normal, but he around 58 -.-, so shut it)

Oh mine?!?! A Chia?!?!

Oh yea, it was that bad, until teachers decided to start banning these sites in the school lab, even the libraries. So heck, all these passed and in fact, as time passes, we were finally granted high speed connection when poor dad finally lands up with around $200 of phone bills in one month considering we managed to get like 3 WebPages per minute? Minus the number of times it took to reconnect? Dad phoned up Singtel and start yelling something along the lines of ‘daylight robbery’ and the underpaid receptionist no doubt having dinner waved that off as normal and started something like this speech

“Cheap reception all like that one, reasonable one, you choose one mah? But then hor, we got one plan sibei fast pay pay around $60 you sure dun complain like a …”

*phone slams down at the other end*

And then dad was one of the first few starting on Starhub just to spite Singtel although Singtel’s rate were indeed cheaper. *tsk tsk* And you dare say adults don’t behave like kids?

Erm… Wait, where am I getting to? Yea, auctions, it was fun… Lol, blogging again when I’m free!!! Getting more cheerful now. Singaporeans still dig red underwear… Eww… some other day…

2006-01-16T04:38:00.000+08:00

Eww… this post should be up two days ago, but I didn’t publish it. Guess I’ve seriously busy with school work (Just say say to make myself look hardworking you also believe =D) and work nowadays. (Only two more weeks before I’m free from work!!! 忍!!! For the sake of $$$) And heck, we are loaded with another project?!?! *Bleah* And it has something to do with Economics.

Jiaqi seems exceptionally eager to finish the project unlike the groups I’m grouped with in the past and heck, my other current group is also the same. The greatest time was when we dragged everything until two days before the project was due when we were in fact given two months to finish the crap. *Sarcastic look* We finished it anyway, so no frills now.

Last Friday seems exceptionally stressing; I was hogging through Java tutorials the day before Friday and trying to understand some of the e-studies available online when Nadz started complaining online to me about how slow archery was going. I agreed and *blah blah* and was online all the way till morning and heck, I fell asleep?!?!? And couldn’t wake up in time for lessons, so darn, in the end I only managed to make it on time for Data Communication. (barely) Aaarggghh....

Then, it’s meeting up with Qiu Han who sorta commented that I looked like some stressed pig, and that I looked thinner. (Do you know how fragging difficult it is to get fatter?) Guess I was just too stressed these days, but it’s great to have ya guys about sometimes, just great… =)

Sick

2006-01-12T01:45:00.000+08:00

I am an exceptionally depressed corpse now as I peered at my computer screen. As usual, I don’t manage to understand much of the gibberish that was being dished out in Java lecture today. OK? Maybe 1%? Happy? I’ve been reading through the Java online tutorials these days and I guess it was an itchy teensy weensy bit of help, but somehow, I get the sniggering feeling that I will not pass this course and even if I do so, with what grades?!?

So anyway, did I mention I was grouchy? Yea, so now, I peering at our school’s counseling website and having second thoughts on whether I do need counseling say… At least to decrease my level of boredom? But then, heck, there’s only one helpline available at this time and awww… It’s the Crisis Intervention & Suicide Prevention Service hotline…

That leds a boring me to wonder what boring conversation I would initiate with the boring sog at the other end…

Me: Hello, Is this the Suicide Prevention Service Hotline?

BS: Yes, do you need any help? Having any suicidal thoughts? PLEEEAASSSEEE CCCAAALLLMM DDOOWWWNN AANNDD TEEELLL MEEE YYOOUUURR PPRRROOOBBLLEEEMM!!!!

Me: *sigh* I decided to jump off the building now because some cranky monster called Java had forced a program on me

public class Die{
public static void main (String[] args){

System.out.println (“Jump of building”);

}
}

What shall I do? What?

BS: Calm down…. Dearrryyy, you just have to change the program, modify a few codes here and there to lead a fulfilling life with…

*ahem*

(Back to normal scenario)

What the hell am I typing now… Weird… Really weird… =.= I think I really need my sleep now… =p Even my program is wrong, I think. Crap, blog more tomorrow...

Seriously Red

2006-01-11T02:20:00.000+08:00

Woot! I’m back again!!! I’m really sorry for the lack of updates as I’ve been seriously busy with work lately. On a post note, Mum have also been complaining about my work schedule, but then I guess it will be sorted out soon as I will only be working for one month!!!

Heck, and my pay is seriously low, like duh? It’s even lower than the pay dished out by MacDonald’s in my school. Apparently, the female boss was asking me during the belated interview, do you know the starting pay for a department store?

“Errr… around $4?!?!”

And before I could even made any further comments, she had seized up that sentence and said:

“Yea, so your pay would be $4 per hour including CPF!”

There seem to be an air of triumph when she announced the “including CPF” part and I strived to work out what it meant when I realized that CPF consists of 20% of your pay, and a quick mental calculation gives me the figure that I will only be getting $3.20 per hour.

That teaches me not to be such a dumb ass in future, and I will have to add “without CPF” after all my sentences.

And man, do you know that I’m working in the Fashion department, and there’s nothing I sucks more at than Fashion. I’m probably the last slog one would ask for advice when it comes to choosing clothes.

So heck, now I’m stuck with a horrendous pile of pants and the *sigh* bras and countless other clothing. I hate to say this, but women are seriously a terrible species to behold when it comes to clothes…

On a brighter note:

Hui Ting had told me that her department sold red underwear and I thought she was joking. I mean, seriously, in the random soap dramas that are mostly aired on channel 8, you always see the person yelling that he won Toto blah blah, was exceptionally lucky in business and they promptly flashed their red undies and start chuckling.

So I was crapping that she should probably wear red underwear for luck during her exams to score distinctions and she started laughing.

Singaporeans really dig this stuff, I swear.

New Year's Pile of Bullshit...

2006-01-01T01:15:00.000+08:00

Click on it to see lah!!! I'm purposely making it small to toture your eyes, but then *shrugs*.

Brewing trouble...

2005-12-28T07:51:00.000+08:00

I suddenly realized that I could be heading for the deep trenches of trouble when I opened my school inbox. Seriously deep trouble…

You know the worst trouble of not understanding Alien talk? You get to fail this topic and you stay for another semester. I’ve seriously tried understanding this Mumbo Jigg, reading and pouring through the necessary notes and it just doesn’t seem to work?!?! The great thing is I don’t understand what I’m reading (starting from the first line), which doesn’t happen very often by the way?!?!? (I still swore that trashy topic is not English)

Great? Oh great? Even god (if there was any in existence) was surprised I managed to swim through Semester one considering I waddled through without knowing what System.out.println was…

In fact I don’t at all. I copied all my assignment, ceased my brows and mused:

“hmm… What am I typing?”

And yea? I don’t know how I passed my exams as well? Might be luck, but I remembered cursing and flapping through the entire Java exam and ended with drawing a real tree when they asked for a tree.

Crap, and they even expect you to meet your mentor? *Smirks* They might as well refer to the wall. Our dear mentor is currently off for maternity leave and is probably yelling at a irritatingly noisy kid now. Oh my *whinny voice* maternal instincts, might as well ask me nicely to ram my head against the wall?

*sigh*

It’s my fault; I skipped lessons when I couldn’t take the stress of not understanding even the mere basics. Maybe I should have tried harder, but I just can’t seem to register what this topic is about.

I’m tired, maybe I have seriously chosen the wrong course… Seriously tired…

Moments when life seem so fragile...

2005-12-26T18:40:00.000+08:00

I was flipping through the Sunday Times in my bedroom yesterday after returning back from Christmas celebration. It was then that I seem to chance upon a young face while I was flippantly hogging through the pages. It turned out to be the obituary section and the young women I chanced upon had apparently lost her life in the tsunami disaster which occurred last year. She was not the only one featured there, there were a few others as well; including a doctor who was said to died there which helping out with the rescue work…

Some were attached with teary poems on how much these individuals were missed. For a moment, I was lost in thought, wondering how others who had met with the same fate were doing now. There were those who had lost whole families, children left alone to face the world and whole villages wiped out all in one swift moment.

However, there were other comforting scenes which were showcase in the news, such as how these people had tried to put the past behind them and were starting their lives from scratch again. There were also those who were brought together by the disaster and found comfort and solace in the wake of painful memories.

Life can be such a funny thing, isn’t it? Something so fragile and yet so strong at the same time. Fragile being the fact that it can be lost in one swift moment and strong in the fact that humans always seem to pull through the worst ordeal no matter how bad things get. Maybe it was hope that helped such individuals pull through, or love as they say.

I’ll known people who had once existed in my life, but disappeared halfway through, never to exist in the inky depths of my memories again, nor that of others, for they had left to a different place unknown to us. I like to think that as a beautiful place. I have even known someone who had lost nearly all her mentality after a supposedly bad fall. The person was never the same again, once fun to be with and someone seemingly normal and yes, bright, she now seems to be an empty shell that possess limited brain capacity after the supposed accident.

On some occasions that seem to be occurring more often, I do wonder, could things have been different if this didn’t happen, would things have been better for me? Maybe nobody would ever know… I seriously hope that things would be a lot better in the upcoming year for those who have survived the tsunami.

Maybe things will improve, afterall, there is always hope...

Lonely... Oh So Lonely...

2005-12-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

Ever felt ever so lonely? And it’s only 3 more days to Christmas?!?!? Feeling suicidal after sighting all those couples having intense kissing bouts seemingly everywhere along the streets? Get a tree, with good reasons too!

*Ahem* For guys, too bad…

Ps. Just a wee bit too lazy to update lately...

The Engrish dictionary is never enough...

2005-12-11T16:17:00.000+08:00

I have decided to devise a new word or term in which I am most likely to be using often! Apparently, it is an acronym (hmm… is this the correct word?!?) between:

Fool and maggots...

As I say, the English dictionary is never enough to satisfy me. My new term would be…

*drums rolls*

FAGGOTS!

A term that I’ll be using to define idiots and irritants from now on. The person might be as squirmy and irritating as a maggot for all you know. Seriously, due to the fact I need to be rushing for my CCA, I might blog later or tomorrow, or the tomorrow after tomorrow.

But then, here’s one for a tester. MOSES OH, YOU ARE ONE BLOODY SUCKIFIED FAGGOT!!! YOU BLOODY PEA (*&*&^^&()*)_+_...

*retains composure*

Somehow, I sorta like it…

Hmm... Should I try a blue panther instead?

2005-12-07T03:13:00.000+08:00

I’m trying to finish a yucky panther here, yet to add in the eyebrows and stuff… *tsk tsk* Lucky passersby’s, you get to view 3 posts in 3 days!!! What do yah say to that? Ahhh… I decide to make my panther sleek, but then, it is apparently too fat at the moment!!! I’m aghast, panthers are not fat. And yea, this is drawn on the computer. This took me an hour, aarrrgghhh!!! Tee tee tee heeeheee heeee *sounds effect* darn, get the original soundtrack yourself...

Monday Madness...

2005-12-06T04:09:00.000+08:00

Don’t you seriously just hate a particular day during school at one point of your life? I seriously freaked out on Mondays. Not that anything good ever happens. Monday is the day when the pig is exceptionally irritating, the birds seems to be noisier and school days begins there.

It is also the only particular day when 5 java lessons were crammed into one day, and if you have yet to know. I think I hate Java with a vindictive vengeance. My future goal is life now is to eliminate Java from the mortal world, seriously. Try as I might, I just can’t seem to grasp the concept. In fact, in the face of Java, I might even have developed the concept that I never truly understood the English language ever since I stepped into this polytechnic.

In fact, I developed signs of depression as soon as I stepped into school on Mondays.

This symbol just seem to have the itch to bug me a lot, seriously, a lot… Did you even see the obnoxious pink hearts floating around? 我好像有一种被逼压的感觉！！！真是要老娘的老命。。。简直是￥3%……%￥%#￥5%#￥^%$^$%^$^***

*translates back to English*

Ei… When have I ever switched… Yea, let’s get back to the fact that I hate Java!!!

I think Java seriously originates from space if you truly bothered to trace the history back far enough. Those who voiced that Java is developed by James Goosling never bothered to trace the true roots. According to legend, he met aliens and disappeared for a brief period of time. *tsk tsk*

Heck, and by the 3^rd lesson, you can practically see me drowning in a pool of tears as I panicked in circles.

Forget about the 4^th lesson. I’m gonna experience this influx of emotions once again next week and many things are better left unsaid…

I don’t think I’m the only life form that hate Mondays anyway… If you get my gist.

In terms of darn socializing...

2005-12-05T04:13:00.001+08:00

I sort of realized that I just can’t seem to get along much with most of my current classmates after the 3^rd blardy week in semester one, after I got the impression that I was supposedly portrayed in a seriously bad light as some evil doer in cohorts with the devil *blah blah*. (May not be the case, but then, the supposed impression was that the world seems to be up against you even till now)

Word of advice before I continue on with my next sentence, (I REALLY MUST SAY THIS!!!) please mind your words before you crapped to someone next time, especially when you have just known the person. First impressions don’t count; seriously, the amount of venom unleashed by some individuals can be so potentially fatal that you are left speechless on whether the incident had just occurred, especially if you are experiencing this first-time and first-hand!

TAKE NOTE OF THE ABOVE PARAGRAGH, IT IS EXCEPTIONALLY CRUCIAL THAT YOU MEMORISED THIS BY NOW!!! I DON’T WANT ANY IDIOTS READING THIS POST TO BE FOUND GULPING DOWN DETERGENT OR LYING DEAD UNDER ANY BLOCK OF FLATS AFTER YOU ENCOUNTER THIS INCIDENT AS WELL. (IMPORTANT)

*retains composure*

And because I was so concerned with maintaining the fact that such flunk-ups do not occur again in future, I think before I speak, trying to make the conversation a normal one as in seriously normal, only talk when it concerns work, which then gave me the supposed outlook of looking anti-social and the goody goody two shoes type.

But then, the damage had been done and now, I can just conclude that I just plain sucks big time when trying to hold a decent conversation with most of the members in class. I just seem to clamp up right in, and the words that I was really struggling to say just don’t seem to filter out the right way, and even for stuff that I was just about to point out a moment ago are left unsaid, after a burdened decision on whether these words might sound formal when uttered, which then makes me stressed out to the tips.

I am seriously stressed in the presence of my classmates now. This reminds me of the time in secondary school when I joined NPCC. I could communicate with my peeps there, who were seriously friendly and such, but I seriously flunk up in marching, not being able to hold my posture in the correct position and as a result? I always feel the stress when I march when I try to get the right moves so as to try to please the seniors and my schoolmates. They noticed and commented that I seem to look that I look seriously stressed out and that I could try to relax. This made me feel worse, but then we never really drifted apart even when we had to do it all again just because I flunk up along, but sometimes, I felt bad that they had to take the punishment with me.

Of course, that is a different matter altogether, at least we were on a communication level at which we could still laugh and joke together and yesh, talk trash and rubbish.

The problems lies in the fact that feeling this feeling of stress now amounts to 5 days a week does gets on my nerves. It is perfectly alright when you only get it for 3 to 4 hours a week and such and then you drift back to all the nonsense in class. BUT THEN 5 DAYS A WEEK? Thrown in with the fumes when you see one ~~lying low-down shitass cunt~~ sog walking around. You practically curse the bus driver or any forms of transport that managed to get such people here or the fact that people chosen for customs didn’t get enough sleep before they start work.

Woah, don’t get me wrong here, seriously, this is the first time I harbor intentions of such ill-will towards someone, which makes the entire episode dumb now thinking through that you never get any enemies until now. I mean, I told my brother that he may be born gay once in a while to spice things up and he may be hating me now with an intensity so deep I might have happen to bypass every time I walked past him, but then, I do not know.

I hate to admit it, but heck, I think the problem might have stemmed from there. Ahaa, but then there is a catch here, do you even consider poly-life a life if you don’t start making enemies? For those who said no, get a life.

The description of poly life can be summed up in one sentence in case you forget to read the leaflet before you start school:

A conducive environment that equip students with the necessary skills to adapt to the working environment and to empower their knowledge *blah blah*

Read through this sentence again! Did you finally grasp the meaning? The necessary skills to adapt to the working environment? External knowledge that might not even have existed in books, but you pick it up rather quickly either way? Hmm… I still don’t get it much, but I guess this may be the ability to retaliate and outcast the person but seriously, do it discreetly so that nobody really does get to know! Ahh, especially for those who have already picked up this skills, this could be just the junction to sharpen it, and then the other party learn from it. Seriously!

On a further note, let’s drop the second topic and get back to this topic! With my expertise, I may even write a book on it. Oh yea?

So back to the basics on communicating, how do you communicate *blah blah* Drop the socializing chunk you did in secondary school, these are for babies. Not that I haven’t tried the newest anyway? I’ve research and read, don’t I?

Basic socializing for women aka teenagers if you still consider yourself lah!

Talk how nice their outfit is

Ask whether their parents are still alive

Homework

Any trash…

Oh yea? I guess it wasn’t that difficult when you really do look at it from another view. I think I update tomorrow, this post is getting too long and I’m getting tired… I’ve reached a conclusion. I know this post is way overdue, but then, I guess I really must pen it down! ^_^

PSLE pisses a lot of peeps...

2005-11-26T06:13:00.000+08:00

Apparently, my ~~stinky~~ dear brother and gotten his PSLE results back!!! And I started cheering with sis when we saw it! He managed to scrape through with a great score of 241.

WOPEE!!!

WOHOOOOOOOOOO!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA!!!!!

Excuse me while I laugh the hell out in the toilet!

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I seriously felt happy for him. Be rest assured that I do not resent him in any way which in essence meant that I have turned into a true saint because I have decided to turn over a new leaf *blah blah*

Which means?!?!?!?

HE DID NOT MANAGE TO BEAT MY PSLE SCORE!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!

What the hell could it be? Like duh? I couldn’t be happy without a motive, would I?

I feel like popping off this post to laugh again, but for the benefit of you guys, I decided to continue on with this post.

That officially places me as second in the family, after my stupid sis. We only collaborated on special occasions such as this when the need arises. Otherwise, we would be rather hostile on frequent intervals. I never managed to get over the trauma after I found that she had beaten my humble score with over 20 points. You can essentially picture the smirk on her face every time she walks past you. The tilt in the brows that indicated…

Oh... forget it... it's just too painful...I think my growth was stunted during that particular period of time, and ever since, I’ve not gotten any taller… *Bleah*

I hate the way some things turn out sometimes. Not that I'm asking for much... =p

Anyway, my blardy brother has been looking grouchy. Apparently, he made this pact with his two other peeps that they would see each other through their next milestone in life in some crappish school called Hwa Chong I think, and he’s the only one who doesn’t make the grade. The three musketeers would now have to go their separate ways!!! Wahahahaaaaaa!!! Now, he is desperately scrolling through any schools that accept only boys. *ahem* According to his theory, girls like me and sis have fucked up his life bad enough and complete expulsion of such irritants will make him happier, thus giving him a better head start!

I think he is talking bullshit if you get my gist.

Pin on the P's and make the headway for Penang

2005-11-20T08:17:00.000+08:00

I know!!! I know!!! It has been more than 3 weeks and I have yet to blog alright? I have long intended to blog about my Penang trip, but have yet to do so because I simply too lazy? HAPPY? FINE! I reassure you again! This time with a larger word…

HAPPY?

So far, I simply think I’m yet to be in the blogging mood… But then, here goes!!!

Oh yea, you know where I went!!! In case you didn’t catch my drift, I went to PENANG! PENANG IN MALAYSIA!!! And for further references, I even threw in the road sign for extra credit!!!

Isn’t it just cool??? Just simply cool? Look at the road sign!!! That’s the best and only picture I have taken for the trip! The sign is green in color and can you even see the artistic content behind this ever ever ever ever ever ever so cool place?

*gushes*

*gushes more*

*gushes more and more and more and more*

Just imagine? The possibilities are unlimited while I hibernate… That’s the end!!! Bye bye!!!

End of Blog

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Ahaaa! Caught you there? Have I not? For those losers that have continued reading… Yea, I might as well shove the whole chunk of pictures out! *grumbles* The best thing about Penang as you can guess is well.. the food! Tada!

Just try to imagine something like this!!!

The entire structure in Penang still seems to have retained its past uniqueness ever since the day these buildings are built. It was supposedly ruled by the British in the past until the rebellions got their way. Together, they united blah, blah, blah threw in with random crap and shouted Malaysia ‘boleh’! And thus, Malaysia was borned, with Singapore kicked out two years later along with a star on the Malaysian flag cause it was rumored Lao Lee was too cocky for them to handle. Apparently, Lao Lee remodeled that star into five and have became more cocky ever since, but then it’s all in the past . *sniggers*

And soooo… Penang stood, even till now, basking in the glow of its past. In fact, they still retained the usage of the glass bottles we don’t get to see much in Singapore now.

What can I say? The entire scene seems to be an abstract of the Chinatown we used to have. Along with the mosquitoes, just multiply the number of mosquitoes there by thirty and you could daftly guess how many there are. You have to give credit to the mosquitoes there though, they are everywhere?!?!? North, South, East, West, in every bloody direction, sucking your bloody blood right after you have filled yourself happy with a little filler meal here and there.

This explains why you hardly see any fat Malaysians there. Their blood are all sucked dry. Really dry...

Heheeee... And so a peek of the back view most people would normally not have bothered chucking out!

I know that the picture quality for these are somewhat lousy, but then, you can't always expect the best, like duh?

I had a rather special picture which is taken in the temple. I still wondered what is so special about it. Hmm… Could be the fluttering pigeons, I’ll guess…

I really must say it… But the best thing is still the food!!! The FOOD!!! THE FOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD!!!

Yea, in fact the food is so good that the dogs fought over the smallest bones, not to mentioned that food there are dirt cheap!

However, now and then, a few beautiful buildings will pop up here and there in this serene little place.

And say… If you happened to meet up with a wee bit of cash-flow problems here and there, the solution is always there!!! In the form of…

*Ahem* Seriously, nothing could go wrong... Could it? Just take it as a credit card. There's more... But then, I'll guess one would suffice.

PS. Blogging seriously bore the brain cells outta me. Which means I am too lazy to bother much at the moment. So stop complaining... =p

Suddenly

2005-10-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

I felt a great sense of laziness overcame me... I'm enjoying myself a---lot! Do I even look as though I'm in the mood to blog? But then, *sniggers* rap me wif a few sharp words and I may awaken from my lazy stance... Hohohooo =p

Seriously...

2005-10-11T18:01:00.000+08:00

I think my blog is rotting real bad… Correct me if I’m wrong. Went to play pool with Qiu Han and some of her school mates, Erm.. Let's see... Audrey, Sandar, Luo Yiing (aiyo, so many i's), Lucius (tsk tsk), and Bimbo (what the hell is his name???) yesterday! Ahhh…. She had just finish her last exam and in a jubilant mood!!! In order to reduce my infatuation with gunbounding, she decided to ask me out to pull me away from the computer screen. (So good =p) We met at Douby Ghuad (Did I spell it wrong?)

And… *drums rolls*

Started with… *more drums rolls*

Here's the table...

And!!!

They are the balls...

Together with the balls... It makes...

What do you think?

POOL!!!

I think I really flunk in pooling. I only managed to get like??? 3 balls in per round?!?!?! But then, it's my first time... =D The first time I saw the billiard stick, I though it 'might' be good for prodding my brother with. (Another evil thought, but I’m getting less of them nowadays, trust me *knowing look*)

After pool, we went to eat the Sakae lunch buffet!!! I sort of swallowed when I saw the sushies again… =.= It’s like, my third time eating the buffet since… July??? But then, for the sake of friendship, I had to risk my life… ( Just kidding =p)

Qiu Han’s friends seem to be able to eat all the raw stuff. I tried the half-cooked aka half-raw salmon they served and tried to swallow a small piece of it. For some reason, I felt nauseous and had to dunk myself with the green tea to rid myself of the taste. Being the brave girl I am, I then decided to have a second try at it, but before I could pick it up, the girl named Sandar had picked it up and squashed it under a pile of plates =.= Whew, I think we did waste quite pile of food in this manner.

I spoiled Qiu Han’s appetite for the salmon eggs topped on rice by voicing that she is eating hundreds of salmon that may hatched to be the future generation of salmons.

See?

Should have crap more about how brave salmon were...

Jump jump!!!

How they risk their lives to travel up to 4830km... jumping over streams, bouncing up rocks...

Somehow... I don't like to be them...

Facing countless obstacles along the way, making the once per year journey…

Eggies!!!

To find a safe place to lay their eggs, in order to ensure the survival of their next generation...

Let's not talk about it...

Only...

It became...

And at the merciless hands of humans...

Heck... How come their eggs so big??? I think we were cheated by Sakae liao?!?!?! *curses*

Nevertheless... I still ate one... egg...

Yay... Then later we played a sort of number game... The loser had to
eat more. With so much food at our disposal, Ahh... You can tell... Somewhere through the game, we all managed to grasp that puddles of water is very important in a person's life. Don't ask me why *shrugs* (maybe you can see your reflection)

Finished by wierd tasting Green Tea ice-cream....

Then we sort of walked around to digest the large portions of food we just ate. Her friends were so fun!!! You can sort of just crapped alot with them without reservations.

Yay, crapped alot more in the MRT also. Told Qiu Han the 4th time to remember her physics book is with me.

Then at Northpoint...

We saw the multi-racial wedding between an Indian and a famous Chinese...

Tada!

Making this poor girl ever so depressed...

She decided to fly to the moon.

*Ouch* Her fans are soooo gonna hit me... I'm kidding about the whole thing. (Of course lah, duh?) Soooo...

Woo... Not really promoting this movie lah. But the entire movie did seem rather unlogical. Best to just buy VCD and just watch at home.

We sort of watched after we got back to Northpoint and well, they do have some funny parts. Managed to ran all the way back in like 4 mins and reached home at 11.35pm, leaving poor Qiu Han all alone there waiting for her father! And heck, her physics book is still with me...

Holidays is so dead... slack

2005-09-27T01:48:00.000+08:00

*Lousy music blasting from the background*

So far school holidays can be classified as fun and on the other hand, dead boring to the core. I’m staring at a lone cactus now and wondering about the evil things I could do with it. I got this cactus at Changi Airport while I out with evil Ezhili… (Hehee… Just kidding about the evil part) Apparently, she told her parents we were going to Tampines mall while we were really there to send her boyfriend off. (Psst… it’s so unlike her to be rebellious) But then, *shrugs* I can always be used as a good alibi cause I look so innocent *winks winks* Let’s have a sneak preview of the cactus…

Woo Hoo... My pet cactus! (can enlarge to an incredible size leh)

The two sales personal in charge of Mini-Toons are just fabulous. They have the best skills at flattery ever. They flattered me for a full 10 minutes, one after the other over the advantages of possessing that $4.90 fat ass cactus. Crapping about how nice it’ll look *blah blah* Considering the effort they put in over something so small, I bought one.

Heart shape some more ok?

To add credit, I think my cactus is in love with me! It is in the shape of a heart when I found it. Maybe it was crushing on me from the start? (I'm kidding, you oaf!)

In fact, the flattery doesn’t ends here. After the transaction was completed, the sales personal even bid me a cherry goodbye, not forgetting to wish good health to the erm… Cactus and that it would grow big and fat?!?!? I’ll grinned from ear to ear all the way to the food court.

It’s nice to meet such crappish sales personal sometimes. They just make you feel ‘atas’ once in a while. ~Lalalaaaaa

Now, to admit the truth, if you ask me for the useful properties of a cactus, the most useful property is not as a cutey cutey display ornament! If you think that way, you are sooooo dead WRONG!!! Just ask any professional like me and I will now reveal that a cactus is useful to be chucked up the mouth or ass of any idiot you happen to find annoying. Yeah, keep that to yourself. It won't be fun any longer if too many people know it, ei?

The aftermath!!!

2005-09-21T02:51:00.000+08:00

Boo!!! *Waves frantically* Anyone miss me as yet? I’m strumming and singing nine to a dozen now!!! The bloody exams are finally over!!! I’ll guess this is the weirdest exams I’ve ever taken, yea, in your home clothes instead of the all so familiar school uniforms I’ve so gotten used to… Aahh… Talking of exams, I’m nearly late for the last paper, accounting today but then made it just in time. Running has become my forte now, dude! I still can’t comprehend how I’ve changed so much ever since Secondary School. Hurmph. Lateness has never been under my categories. It’s midnight now and I’ll plan to stay till morning… Tee Hee… =D

I pass by Yoshinoya on my way home today and I saw a crazy sale right under my nose. All the Beef, Chicken and Salmon bowls are going at $1.80 instead of the regular $4.90. As one of the more Kiasu population in Singapore, I lined up lah? What do you think? The queue was darn long man… I waited like for around 30 minutes?

I'm hungry hungry hungry...

And I ordered two packets due to the fact that I'm in a cheerful mood!!! Tralalaaaa~

And I eat eat eat!!!

Salmon and Beef... Cool hor, you can lick your computer screen if your feeling hungry now. Oh yea, I finish both packets in less than 45 min... Ahh... I do feel fat you know?

Now I'll guess I'm planning on what to do for my extremely long holiday? Watch my Inuyasha CD's all over again?

Suddenly I felt evil showing off like that... Psst...

Internet gaming?

Tralalaaaa~

Waahh... So many different choices. I'm spoilt by all the different variaties for the moment. But then, there's still time to decide.

Thanks to all those who cared. Those who tried to add oil to my exam papers. Whishing me luck here and there before the exams. I'm really grateful by all the well wishers... And I suddenly felt guilty for letting all those who cared down, dewlling on too much. I'm truely grateful and I will never forget all these small little gestures that meant so much to me. *wipes away tear* hahaaa...

Exams getting salty

2005-09-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

I am getting bored with studies. *stuffed another cookie into mouth* I hope I don’t end up with the marks I got for my freaking ‘O’s again. But then, food is a great source of comfort in these times of peril. I’m sitting on enormous stacks of food now. I give yah a quick sample… I finish all the chips… Darn, and reserves are running low. But then, I still had chocolates… Wahahahahaaaaaa!!!

*Love love*

What a waste... *shakes head* I've finished all my hesley's... But then, Cadbury Hazel Nut don't sound too bad as well, I wanted to try Fruits and Nuts at first... But then, decided on purely nuts cause I'm going nuts. Tralalaaaa~

I'm on cloud nine... aww...

Doesn't it just looks heavenly? Awww... And its all mine... Yea, you won't expect to see much of me till the exams are over, I'll guess...

The long lost... present?!?!

2005-09-09T18:49:00.000+08:00

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Oh, yea... For old times sake, I've given Wei Shan my blog addy. I know I'm pre-warned and stuff lah, but then, I still made the final decision to give it to her!!!
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I decided to blog today cause I’m bored. Oh ya… I have yet to announce it although everyone may already have known. I finally received my late birthday present from Qiu Han on Wednesday!!! As in really late… In fact… 5 freakin months late?!?!?!? At least it has arrived *grouses* , I thought she might burn it along with a big fat pile of presents she have owed over the many many many many years when I left for the nether world... Wahahahaaaaaa. But then… Here it is! Lo and Behold!

Wah... Finally....

And since I'm so bored, let me unfurled all the other lots of presents I had received. Yea… *grumbles* Not a lot, I assure you…

The earliest present buyer was Ezihili who gave me a bit fat sheep to roast over the grill.

Fat and plump, it simply loves to ssssiiinngggg

The second was from Xue Ying who gave me a packet of Seaweed because she had randomly forgotten my birthday present until I reminded her. (Wah… I know I gave you yours 3 days late mah, but there’s no need to be forgetful to this extend, but then it's the thought that counts) =p No picture for this count. I’ve eaten it. *stomach growls*

And lastly, Hui Ting presents me with a fat ass collar to go with the dog.

Ya, I'm sure its a collar... Isn't it?

I think it looks rather groovy on the dog, don't you think so? It's like the dog look miles cooler with it!!!

Even the sheep thinks so!

Hui Ting: "Hey, WAIT? A COLLAR?!?! WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT??? DO YOU WANT ME TO STRANGLE YOU???"

Night: "Ok ok... *hurriedly examines it carefully, erm... erm... erm... It's a rather quiant bracelet set with precious gems!!!"

Er... I guess I'll got it wrong...

Yea, it's a bracelet after all, I'll assure you... Yay, after much pursuing, I managed to collect the loot! (the lot) The belatedly late Birthday present is finally collected *Grumbles*

Have it all been a dream all along?

2005-09-02T06:19:00.000+08:00

I still believe it, I can't... My fingers are trembling as I typed this entry... I hope it's true and that I have located her. It's too much of a coincidence... Too much, too much of the past is flashing back, reminding me of the old times. I'm sure it's her, it can't be a dream... It can't... I'm afraid to close my computer at the moment, knowing... knowing... That if I closed it, the small thread that I've gathered is all lost... My Language skills is out of sorts at the moment, I don't even know why I blog, but I just seems to feel a tight feeling in my chest when I glanced at the statistics. I'm so sure its true...

Time to buck up!

2005-08-30T14:01:00.000+08:00

Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi!!! I’m always late in updating my post aren’t I? Ok ok… This is the helluvian semi-demi-godly paper bag I promises to show the world!!! *Blows up the paper bag and paper bag bursts* No lah, the lah the bag is still intact. See lah… *points below* Oh yea? Have I forgotten to state? I've finished the entire book liao... I thought I would just take a teeny weeny peek... Arrrghh... But then one thing led to another and before I knew it, I had finished the entire bloody book... Darn!

Wahahahahaahahaaha!!!!!!!!!! I have power!!!

I think I'm gonna be in for it... The all important java test is gonna commence this very friday! *scared look* I just knew I'm in for it... I still don't understand a single word ~~bloody fucked up John Lim~~ our dear lecturer is muttering by far.

And so? I complained to Ezihili, who kindly lent me all her notes and even offered to teach me although we originated from different schools now. Ahh... I feel so 'atas' lol! But somehow I'll guess part of my brain cells don't tweak at this topic. *bleah*

The horrifying Java

And as you can see from above, Java had too many flavours for me to choose. Oh yea, if I failed this 'particular' module, then it's another year for me which is horrifying. *shudders*

Oh yea, have I mentioned? I met Ezihili on Sunday because she is at a loss of what clothes to choose for her presentation (all polytechnics need formal wear for presentation one meh?) and she asked me the typical question that most people have already asked but have yet to be asked by her lah!

"You got a boyfriend?"

"Nope!" (Oi, don't you even dare think I'm fugly *shakes fists* )

"Oh, I already have one!"

And with that sentence, I nearly fell into the nearby ditch and at the same time, bumped into a nearby car.

The fishes there are so gonna die...

And I forgot how many fishes I'm gonna choke at Long John Silver's and look interested. Let's relook into Ezihili's history to have an overview of why my reaction seems overdramatic to you. I get to know Ezihili ever since Secondary 3 and our friendship is like well... Erm... moderate? And then, ahh... We became rather good friends... Especially hor, that time hor when Xue Ying ditched me in all recesses to elope with that ~~repulsive, creepy, disgusting, gross, hateful, undesirable, sleazy, unpleasant~~ Ivan (I never forgave that bastard though I still placed the full blame squarely on Xue Ying) and to let him taste her so called 'delicious' home-cooked food. But then *grumbles* Xue Ying's hormones seem to be raging full steam at the particular period and would scream

"I do"

the moment any guy asked her out. You get the gist? Yea, take the time she started out with that darn Ivan anyway... It was a cold, rainy day... The weather was freezing and your hero, Nightfroze (me lah) was back from a streneous 2.4km test for NANFA after trying to catch up with Qiu Han's speed the entire day, but to no avail. Erm... Cut off the disgusting weather part, it was a relatively fine day all in all. Apparently, on that particular day, Xue Ying's class is scheduled for NANFA as well, but she decided to give it a miss since she hates NANFA anyway and visit Ivan (whom she've never seen) in hospital with her so called godsister. And after that particularly fateful meeting, she called me right after I reached home and excitely gushed about how excited she was when that ~~stupid, disgusting, low-down, double timing~~ dear Ivan voiced that he showed an interest in her. And the very next day? Well, according to the stages, in friendship, you take the front-line at first, and then slowly, I mean as in really slowly you were then shifted to the back... But then, in that particular friendship it was just too apparent in 3 days and WHOOSH both are gone and you cannot find them in any direction... It's like the different stages Singapore took to developed, in which dear Singapore skipped 2 steps before reaching the developed status. I think she skipped 4 if I'm not wrong... *bleh* Right to developed!!!!!

Yea, back to Ezihili, she had always been that sweet, demure type who does nothing but study, disapproves of girls wearing short skirts and flirting in full view *blah blah* (Pssst... I kill anyone who tells her to read my blog you're get hung for it and you will die from a mysterious death and I MEAN it!!! She has yet to find out the other side of me I'll guess... and my rather creative usage of language hehee...)

And so the flurrly of questions the rather inquisitive me wanted to asked poured forth fast and furious...

"How many times have you dated? When has it happened? What did you see in him? Where did you guys meet? How long have you known each other? *blah blah... lots & lots more*"

And the results? They have not even dated ONCE. So far, they have only SMS each other. But Ezihili is dead on that they are gonna marry and erm... Apparently, the guys parents approved... Amazing, I'll guess... Ezihili have asked me not to tell anyone and I will not... Only my dear blog will know... Wahahaaaaaaaaaa

Anyway, I wished her good luck and by the time I reached Long John, I was throttling the fishes there with a vehemence. Somehow I think I was feeling rather evil that day... Darn... Guess I won't be posting up anything until Friday.... Wish me luck for my Java leh! =)

To hell with marketing!!!

2005-08-27T16:25:00.000+08:00

Apologies for the late posting again as usual. I’m really too lazy to blog nowadays man… Somehow, I guess that the freaking marketing project is going to turn out somewhat of a disaster and if not, I’m gonna be the only fucked up idiot with the lowest score. If I know that *curses* that some of them might have problems with their speeches as well, I would have prepared the god darn speech as well and…

I MEAN IT!!!

Great, maybe the fact that I offered to do nearly everything did not turn out too well after all. My poor slides were criticized as being too colorful though the teacher did not look at us in the eye when she voiced it. To top it on, she commented that the slides background gave the impression as though it was done by many individuals and then joined up again… (WTF?!?! It was the mere work of one person?) I guess I couldn’t do much since it was last minute work and everything was prepared in a flurry 2 days before the presentation was due anyway. *Bleh* To think I actually missed my poor accounting on Wednesday, and oh well, archery as well. It just plain sucks okay?

Yea, *grumbles* my dear group members consist of 4 guys and one girl (which is me, the only sotong by the way) for your external info… Ahh… Let’s introduce ourselves since I had time to spare at the moment. Let's call them the fantastic four lah... Hmm… It would be more fun with the photos, wouldn’t it? *clicks clicks*

Yay! Managed to find some!!! Tee Hee… Should I post them up? Should I not? Darn… Just do it lah, Since they may only find my blog when they are age 70! I mean, ahh *Crosses fingers* Can’t be any sooner anyway lol!

So? Let the introduction begins!

I will introduce everyone today!!!

WTF?!? Where the hell is your photo?

Erm... Some other day, I'll guess...

Did part of the report

This is Moses Oh! When I first saw his name on the registry, I couldn't believe my eyes! I thought that that name is already booked by someone who parted the red sea?

Somehow, I got the notion that it's a different matter altogether...
(Click on the picture to chuck out the meaning if you have yet to hear of the famous him)

And then... Yuh Chu... I knew we were just gonna flunk when he took one glance at the slides in the later part, look at his notes and said "huh?!, I don't have this leh!"

Talk about looking confident...

But then, I'll guess it dosen't hurt once in a while... He has many ardent admirers by the way and *ahem* It’s best that I say good things *Yada Yada* In case I get at the wrong end of touchy girls again. (Word of advice, not too many girls take too kindly to jokes and they scratch like a wildcat if they interpret a message the other way round, not that I give a fuck)

Hmm... He did mentioned that if the presentation has something to do with porn, the teacher will probably be so flabbergasted that she will give him 1000/100 marks. I take that as a joke for the moment, but you can see that he’s serious! *evil look*

*Grumbles* And then this is Wee Long, who did help a wee bit or his name would't be Wee Long (just kidding) He did help out quite a chunk...

Apparently, his name is very similar to one of my primary school buddies. The first few I befriended in Primary 1 named Wei Long. He had a twin sister named Wei Shan as well and we used to snuck around during recess together! Ahh... The Primary School Times...

And then...

Erm... What is this?!?!?!?!

Arrggghhh... That darn Yu Yan (also affectionately known as fishball by some of the teachers) actually posted this?!?! Never mind, I update again when I possess my camera phone (My blardy dad has finally agreed to change it)

Actually hor, they are all very action when it comes to project work... Yea, you get my meaning...

Yea, and they started on DotA once their laptops are snapped open... And then, the watching of Initial D... I look through the slides halfway and decided that my lazy brain is too clogged up by the corrupted environment to do anything much... And I erm... joined the other 3 in watching Initial D... Leaving Wee Long to do whatever stupid analysis there might be once he was bored of DotA...

For some wierd reason, Moses looks rather murderous here. I guess it must be the lighting effects. So, we were supposed to composed the slides together 3 days before the actual presentation and all they have is pure data... Something like...

This...

Due to the fact I'm too shocked, I didn't scream... Where the hell are the designs? We are going to present this?!?!?! And all these look as though they are copied from some website?!?!? And in my shock? I offered to do all the slides, which makes me stupid now thinking of it... Yea, and they congratulate me with something like... "So good! You really gonna do everything ah?" Oh yea, fantastic, I was ousted...

And I came up with something like this due to the fact I'm too deprived of colors....

Colourful hor?!

And the darn verdict? All the slides should be of the same color lar, or we would all be too distracted?!?! We chose the topic Starhub by the way...

I guess I have to be prepared to take a drop of marks at the moment... *bleh* Not a viable option, I'll guess... And from Aaron's blog... *Sobz*

Why do I feel a bad sense of foreboding?

That Aaron is always great at summing his words one. He never uses the word 'bad' which is good. If the thing is only partially good, it will be labelled as impressive, excellent, fabulous, fantasic, extraordinary, incredible, mind-blowing *blah blah* (you get my gist...) while the modest him will label himself somewhere between alright or bad. So when you get this comment... Ahh... You know the rest? Ei?

Man... And after the presentation... I piang all the way to orchard to meet Hui Ting. Apparently, the poor girl was given the cold shoulder by the class due to the fact she was not marked down along with the rest of the group for not doing their work... And her darn class is suspicious of her for telling on them... I mean WTF? How devious can human nature be? And some chao Ah Beng actually start venting his anger on her. Yea, and the teacher is not spilling the beans any moment soon. The swearing of some code of conduct I bet. The stupid heels can really kill man... They make me limp instead of walk and I think this is the third time in my life I actually wore heels... How can most girls in life tolerate getting their toes squashed I can't comprehend? And rushing to the station that day took me 15 freakin minutes instead of the usual 5 min. I'm blown... Going to orchard was another blow in those stupid shoes!!!

Yea... But then... There are happy moments...

Times Vouchers had to look intellectual!

Qiu Han actually gave this to me FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So much $$$ somemore

Ahh... What are friends for? I must remember to plop a bigger birthday present next year... Heheee..... So since we are at Orchard, we stopped by the Times bookshop at Centerpoint... And by the time I reached my destination, the heels nearly killed me *Bah*

And with these Vouchers I got...

Wheeee!!!!! Wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!

Man, I should have gotten this long ago but for some reasons, I kept delaying it... Well, I had gotten it now and I think I can't stop hopping about!!!!!! 25% discount somemore!!! Wahahaahaaaaaa..... I can't stop grinning from ear to ear!!!

And it came with a limited edition paper bag! One you can only get when you buy a Harry Potter book!!! *another evil laugh* Don't tell me that anything is better than this... You can burn in hell with your cheapskate paper bags unless it had something to do with this... (Just agree with me) Darn... My camera ran out of batt... I upload it tomorrow then... I can't wait to start on the first page, I'll finish it in a day since I finish the Order of the Pheonix in about one and a half days... But then... There's java... Arrrrgghhhhh

I'll guess I will take just a itty teeny weensy peek...

The guys won't find my blog... Will they? Hmm... I don't think so...

For the hellish presentation...

2005-08-25T01:13:00.000+08:00

I finally bought formal office wear… *Bleh* Not looking forward to it I’ll guess…

Erm… Committee equals commitment right?

2005-08-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

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Arrows, arrows… A thousand freaking arrows flying all over the place *chorus*!!!

Zipping here and zipping there
Arrows, arrows… Another thousand freaking arrows flying allover the place *chorus*!!!
Shooting here and shooting there
~Tralalalalaaaaaaaaaaa

*come on follow me*

Ok… What am I doing? Let’s bung up the topic following my latest craze recently. Archery! Soooo…. Why the hell would I even join archery in the first place? Because I wanted to cultivate this image!

Ahh... I want this image!!!

*Ouch* They are so gonna shoot me with the real version when they found out. Apparently, I guess I’m still suffering from static shocks from an electrifying horrifying piece of news. Out of their so called ‘goodwill’, they had actually popped me in the archery committee.

In fact, the situation was so serious I never really found out I was in the committee until the second meeting, in which the bloke, Terence held a teeny weensy meeting to discuss plans about how our first archery orientation meeting is gonna commence. In fact, I went to the first meeting after receiving an SMS and throughout the entire meeting, I still thought that everything was normal, including the fact that there are only 13 people there. (I should have sensed something from the unlucky figures, but for some weird reason, I didn’t…) So, anyway, during the first meet up, we had the typical introduction session, introducing yourself to the group *blah blah*

“No frills, just a normal meeting… To foster relationships!”

Or so I thought. Until the second one, on last Thursday, when me, Terence and Nadz (also known as nuts =p) were grouped together to discuss where the orientation was to be held. Another girl named Amanda also did joined us later by the way. There was rather a lack of comments due to the fact that we all seem rather slackish. Apparently, our president had suggested that our first orientation be held in Sentosa, to be erm… considered fun? Terence had then suggested another truly ‘exciting’ place which by coincidence turns out to be……

“Our school?”

MAN, HOW MAD CAN ANYONE GET? ALL ORIENTATIONS HAVE TO BE HELD IN SCHOOL HUH?!?!?!

But then, good reasons were given, including backup evidences of how much $$$ could be saved… And considering the $50 budget our cheapo president had provided us with (for around 50 people? Can buy what?), we all seemed to agree in the end that another best optional plan could be the plain old boring school. *Bleh*

Hey, by the way have I mentioned that Terence had a really crappish personality? During the first session, we were told to introduce ourselves and by coincidence, I found that we were in the same school and even the same course (School of Information Technology), along with another girl named Nadz. Before that particular meeting, we were clustered together in the same class in Web Application Development although I did not seem to have noticed either of them until Terence brought up that particular subject…

“Hey, I saw you just now!!! You were the one who was half asleep! Weren’t you?”

Darn?!?!?!?! Do I always portray this image??? And so he continued yakking…

“And you are sitting besides Marcus! Aren’t you?”

“Erm… No, isn’t that Stella and Jiaqi?”

“Who?”

He crossed his brows and tried to look intellectual.

“OOoooooohhhh…… I think I know them! Is it the one with the very big boobs and the other with the mole on one side of the face???” he exclaimed

Mr Phua and his famous mole

I was……………

I still can’t find that word for my expression yet, although I think it somehow resembled this *points up* but I shall soon. For your info, these two people are rather nice people so I shall not make any bad comments. Apparently, I had always thought that Jiaqi had the typical figure and looks that would set every guy rolling down the slope so it was rather erm… bemusing? (Or could it be another word) that such a comment is made… *bleh*

Isn’t it just interesting if you finally look at stuff from another point of view? As in a guy’s point of view as in how they reviewed things as? Darn… Now thinking of it *shivers* I don’t think I want a review about myself. I can already imagine what was to come… Something like…

“That lazy arsehole that looks as though she was malnourished?”

Man… This is only the moderate part ok? I have thought worse but then couldn’t bring my fingers to typed out those striggy (from my personal dictionary) words. Anyway, I think that I was somehow intrigued by that weird comment and all I could said is

“Arrrhhhh…”

Lame right? But what else would any of you have done in such a situation? Yea, some might say you are going to hold up the code of honor *blah blah* by rebuking etc. That’s your own bloody business, do it when you encountered this situation yourself, ok?

And so let’s skip to the third meeting where we were introduced to some bloke called Mr. Tank who is due to be our coach. I guess we all have a rather weird feeling about him as he made everything sounds every so easy which includes the fact about target hitting. Apparently, he made this weird comment that winning is only 2% while committee meeting makes up 98%. This sets Terence off who couldn’t stop yakking bad stuff about Mr. Tank later when he’s gone.

For your information, I completely agree… It means free labor, you morons in case you don’t get my gist. You fan the archer with an enormous palm fan while he shoots and all the while you should have the godly perception that its all for the committee… 98% what? Right?

Oh yea? Have I stated? Apparently, we were warned by Mr. Tank that we better take the CCA seriously and not joined just because we want to cultivate *points below* THIS image…

Erm... He's in Lord of the Rings Isn't he?

Ahhh… That’s a difference! Isn’t there? I wonder why I even bother to feel a wee bit of guilt. I mean, these are completely different images, thus the aims are different, aren’t they? So I shall continue with my guilt free life for the moment! Heheeee… Guess I shall commit in committee for the moment then!!! =D

P.S. Forgive me for the late post!

Junked up day!

2005-08-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

I guess today was erm... Rather... Junked up?!? Don't you just get the feeling that everyone was starting to feel ever so insecure nowadays? *Yada Yada* Maybe many stuff are never meant to be... Maybe we can never tell the outcome of too many things. Some people just don't felt the insecurities of losing out in school, but are afraid of losing out the people around them because their brain cells forever guarantee them a high IQ. And for others? Well…

2 days ago I had heard from Xue Ying that the ~~freaked up sucker~~ nice guy she had met at the basketball court and had been with her ever since *Yada Yada* called all the way from Brunei just to hint that he might want a break up. Yea, the ever empathetic me was of course “Arrghh… Another one?”

So? I told her to cheer up thinking of the A2 she had just scored, but then? As you know? She just can’t. *swears* If I’m her, I would just plonked him down some ditch a million miles away and gloat at that A2 while I still can… *Bah* Well, life is so ~~fucked up~~ unfair… I want an A2 for my Chinese as well *whimpers* (ok lar… she worked for it) ahem… In the end, I guess I managed to get her cheered up.

Too many insecurities flashing through my environment nowadays ah… Oh yea… I’ll guess singlehood still works out best either way though many people don’t see eye to eye with me. I will see eye to eye with myself! *Grumbles* Cupid will have a lot to patch up these days. Yea, even my handphone felt insecure liao…

That Qiu Han huh... Arrghhh.... *Must cheer up*

Told ya...

Quick poster peek...

2005-08-15T01:11:00.000+08:00

It's late and I'll shall do a quick post! Remember the crappish poster I promished to show everyone last wednesday and have yet to do so? Well, I've unrolled it and nearly fainted.

What the?!?!? Man... NEVER trust those army guys!

Do you expect me to worshipped this in my room *knocks knocks* hello? But then... I guess I'll keep it since it's free... I shall roll it up again and wacked my brother with it... Wahahaha!!!

Chocolates is mingled with the National Excitement...

2005-08-10T01:29:00.000+08:00

*Sigh* I’ll guess my anger has subsided for the moment so offensive posts and messages are down for the moment…

Ahh!!! I went to watch ‘Charlie and the Chocolate Factory’ today!!! Apparently, my sis has been whining about watching the topic for a god darn week which made me sort of wonders…

“Hey, she has never been the type eager to watch movies, always harping on stuff such as movie tickets are too expensive *blah blah* unless a great one really came up.”

So when she announced that she is going to watch ‘Charlie and the Chocolate Factory’, today, my reaction was… Can it be? (不会吧?) She is truly serious? Duh? Today was National Day, and tickets were priced at a ridiculous price of $9.50?!?! I had wanted to wait until the DVD’s or something was out before I grabbed my first copy at the cheapest stall.

Out of goodwill, I decided to accompany her and after promising that I would make the trip, I questioned her out of curiosity, “Why make the trip on National day? Isn’t it more expensive today?”

“Oh, I had a free ticket! Apparently, our school was selling it at $8 per ticket, but those in the Chocolate module get a free ticket!”

Free Ticket for suckers like her...

“What the?!?! How quaint… That means I’m a paying idiot lah!” *Bah*

But then I still since I’ve always like that book and reviewing childhood memories doesn’t seem such a bad notion to me all in all! I think I have read that book since I was in Primary two and in case any of you didn’t know, I have wondered since then why such a wonderful plot was not constructed into a movie since then. Aww… Thinking of it!!! A book about candy, how quaint! Sweets have always been the dream of all kids, haven’t they?

The movie was erm… nice? BUT the so called ‘Willy Wonka’ was in the wrong clothing your info, and he was supposed to have a goatee as well! Hey, he was supposed to be in a purple suit and bottom green pants if I have yet to remember wrongly since I last read that book around five years back. And the entire story structure seems too modernized for your info. The so called Oompa-Loompas are supposed to be in jungle-wear, not shiny costumes that make you look as though you are working in the space company except for the Television room!!! And they should all look different, not the same old boring faces!

If you think I’m muttering gibberish, then just forget the whole deal. But then, thinking back, maybe the Oompa-Loompas would have like some new fashion to spice up their taste since this movie was made in the new century, wouldn’t they?

*sigh* Maybe I’m focusing too much on the past, trying to review back the memories of what I have once seen. But then, overall, the structure of the story is great, with even a review of Willy Wonka’s life, something that is not jotted in the book.

Hey, I have just seen my post and I guess that since everyone of them are all so long, I’ll guess I cut down part of it to save you all the agony of reading through such long paragraphs. Yea, guess what, I won a poster today! I review the contents tomorrow… Tee Hee… Post off now!

Won this!!!

2005-08-06T06:10:00.000+08:00

Random thoughts

Sheese! I've stayed up through the morning and found out that Hui Ting’s last post is apparently rather erm… Interesting? She actually detailed the time of what she’s gonna do next from 1.48am to 2.17am with a 1-3 min interval in between. Man, the times she gets up to nowadays. At least she stayed up late and she understood her work, enabling her to remain the top of the level!

But me?!?! I always slack till the last moment before I do a quick head rush to the finishing point, hoping that I pass… I guess I have to change my attitude soon… I always have such supporting friends around me, but maybe in a way… In a way, I guess I have always take this fact for granted. The fact that they will always be around, around to help me when I start struggling in my path.

Maybe, in a way, I learn to cherish the people around me more when I learnt about the death about a particular someone. She may never get to read this now and understand the pain of those closest to her have to undergo. She may not have been that close to me, but in a way, that is the spark that finally sets me thinking… wondering… Maybe I’m different; I actually felt anger mingled with a touch of sadness.

Underneath the cheerful façade I present to those that had came to know me, some may think that I don’t really give a darn about the surroundings around me, the way I look sometimes, the bored manner and then in another moment the crappish manner for those whom finds me fun! But in a way I am aware… Always thinking…

Arrghh… Why is my article getting sadder at the moment? Eww… I have to teach the twerp later at 10.00am?!?! Better prepare his assignments soon. His exams are approaching and he still had the nerve to tell me to give his less homework. Is he actually contemplating death? Ahh… Then later I get to meet Hui Ting! Looking forward to it, she may not know it, but she actually makes my day happy just as I makes everyone happy! Tralala~ =D *smiles* Speaking of her, she makes me think of Sushi… Eww… Must be all that eating lah…

Erm… not this bah?

2005-08-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

Bah! Java.. java java java java *chants* Why is wrong with the creator?!?!?!

I am so darn pissed... It's Friday again today and as usual, we're having Lab for java lessons which makes me feel all so shittish. No offence here. Ahh... for some people, you might not understand this chim word "java" What the heck is it anyway? Why does just the word itself sounds 'foreign'? Yea, I repeat FOREIGN!!!

*sigh* I guess I just feel grouchy now… *grumbles* Why do I not understand a single meaning in the entire book when everyone in the lab looked so saintly? Typing away as though the program is a long lost friend? Maybe it not only me… Maybe they are other cronies like me lurking in a corner, sneakily copying the screen next to you.

“Bah, gah… whatever… Just let me curse to my heart contents %$$%^(*&@*&^*%$#@*(^@#$$%”

Whew… Guess I feel a bit better now.

Apparently, java is commonly used as the programming language of this century *blah blah* the usual long theatrics if you even bother to give a darn. Yea, it is a language that according to our erm… Lecturer, John Lim (Bland name ei? But then to bring yourself to a higher level in order to associate with the ‘ang mohs’ You apparently need an ‘Engrish’ name… never mind cat and dog) is the wonders *blah blah* that enables us to create miracles and wonders and more miracles such as games, calculators that were required to do our calculations *blah blah* do I still need to elaborate any further?

Oh yea, Java makes the birds sing and cause the sun to rise

Oh yea, since I like to complain, let’s go into details of the programming language that create miracles that in turn enabled me to type on my precious Fujitsu Laptop now. So let’s start, apparently the first ever programming language to originate is Pascal named by some ~~blatant idiot~~ genius named Dr. Niklaus Wirth if I’m not wrong of the Swiss Federal Institute of Technology (ETH-Zurich). Oh yea, apparently, it was done by a team lah but only his name is published since that ~~selfish old sucker~~ genius deserves all the credit!

Freakin Pascal gets the head starts first

And so what’s next?

Drink you coffee and wait...

Fast forward, after many many years we then go to the oh so hot Java, the ~~crap~~ miraculous language I’m finally learning now. (Not that I’m happy or whatsoever)

Do you mean the coffee? Java can’t be that hot, can it?

So let’s get to the topic of our lecture, It has been the TENTH WEEK!!! AND I HAVE YET TO UNDERSTAND A SINGLE WORD HE’S SAYING!?!?!?! So I’ll guess its down the hell hole for me soon. Our dear mentor Serena Goh has commented that he is the best lecturer we are to have in the field of Java. This shows you how ~~disgustingly low~~ “high” Nanyang Polytechnic’s standards are. (Not that I’m against the lecturer or anything. Just let me rant…)

I’m sick to the core, I have been through the book and I have yet to understand a single word… Bah… I guess I’ll just try harder or worse comes to worse, failed this entire module.And WHO do I attribute this blame to? *Points below*

I hate him, bah!

James Gosling was born on May 19, 1956. He was interested in computers from a very early age. When it was time for university, he chose to go to the University of Alberta to study computer science, and he finished his Bachelor of Science degree there in 1977. He went on from that success to Carnegie-Mellon University in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania in the United States. At Carnegie-Mellon he took his Ph.D. also in computer science. The title of his thesis was The Manipulation of Algebraic Constraints. After he graduated in 1983 he joined Sun Microsystems in 1984. *blah blah* And then he invented java as the team leader lah?!?! Which is gonna ruin the next half of my lifetime if I can’t accomplish the task of mastering it?!?!? Darn *shakes fists* I HATE HIM!!!

Ahh... Photography Trip Reviews!!! =P

2005-08-03T07:04:00.000+08:00

I did vaguely wonder why I have yet to post my 'bo liao' photography trip ever since I set up this blog for my own personal viewing... Well, here goes:

Guess I'm a few day late... Fine... I very late alright? Well, at exactly 3.00 pm, on the 30th of July, National Preview day I set off from home, determined not to make it late for my CCA this time due to my lousy sense of timing on most occasions... But then at exactly 3 pm, I stated looking hastily for my camera again... Think I lost that darn thing again except the casing...

So...

Hey... That's the darn casing... But where's the camera?!?!?!?Where???

Yea, so I did a hasty search around the vicinity and in 5 mins time 'Viola'!!! I found it!!! I then proceeded to take a picture of the table to illustrate my point. Yay, then there goes the usuals, taking the boring MRT ride to city hall... It's a wonder we can even recover any forms of human life there, the way that darn place was so crowded... I had to linger there for around 2 mins before I could even locate an inch of his face...AND

Yay! I located him!!!

How he even became the president for photography club is still a mystery to me... =.=

But then, I still possess the eeky feeling that he looks like one of our secondary school classmate, Wai Kiat they look horrendously identical to the extend they could be mistaken for twins, even their voices sounded alike!!! *gasp* Except the apparent difference in height lah ... Both looks as though they will never grow up.. Hehee...

Yea... after a streneous search, we could locate around 5 other first-years like me. And yet, on the first group trip, there were around 20! Duh?! There was a girl there named Diana whom I befriended within moments of our meeting. Out of mischieve, we decided to sneak off for food, leaving the rest grouching in a corner to wait for some idiot named Yew Lai who was late for nearly an hour!!!

The culprit who thinks he is darn 'atas' to make us all wait!!!

*Swears* Next time I will disfigure his photoes to make him look darn fugly if he makes us wait any longer?!?!?!? *sniggers*

Oh, yea! Did I forget? I and Diana sneaked off to buy food at 7-11, leaving the rest grouching there... Aww... We bought marsh potato coupled with a soft drink at only $1.50!!! I'm a cheap-skate, oh yea? The great sensation of gulping down food while the rest trudged their way to the location seems a pretty great idea to us. =D Think we took around an hour lol!

And by the time we reach the location, 'Merlion Park', I presumed... The president had made a worried call to Diana's phone to ascertain that we were not kidnapped or lost... Not that I think he even gives a freaking darn, I think... I think he was just afraid of our worried parents hollering down his neck if anything happens... *grins*

Oh yea, did I mention? The so called 'Merlion Park' was famous for the so called merlion squirting the erm... water?

The 'famous' merlion and its well-known water squirting antics!!!

Yea, somehow I poked fun at it and remarked that the action resembles boys going to the toilet to pee, leading the Merlion to curse vulgar language for the first time of its well-renowned life... Aww...

See it talk?

Erm... mabye I gulped down too much soft drink last night...

Fast forward, I and Diana then sneaked off again due to incessant abuse from the rest of the seniors, apparantly, they were trying to take our photos with their oversized cameras... Out of fun, we had climbed onto a high wall and proclaimed ourselves the "untouchables"! Then they had to whipped our their cameras and try to get a snapshot of our faces out of jest... Hey, we were there on serious business there alright? And they had the time of their lives wasting spaces from their memory cards trying to take snapshots of two adolescant teenage girls?!?!

Yea, anyway, I managed to grab a snapshot of the culprits before we sneaked off alone for the Second time!!!

*points upwards* The culprits who bullied us... Take my word, everyone in the world is evil! Especially, the picture of the second bloke!!! See his evil face?

Yea, then after a long time of laying around like idiots, we finally decided to be serious and take some photos... I think that some of the results didn't came out too well, but then I'll guess I'll pass myself since I presume they would definitely improve with time.

yea... Just boring flowers throughout...

And more boring takings at different angles... *Yawn*

Yea... And after straying for so long, we decided to be good and head back after the president called Diana up and hollered at us!!! Just kidding, he just ask us nicely where we were! =p

You guys better not look at the fact that he look erm... rather "innocent"? Or did I just get the wrong word? He actually wants to take over the world one hor! I even had evidence! *Points below*

Erm... seriously, I had too much to drink the night before...

Ok lah... I don't know why the effects came out this way... But I think I was just feeling rather evil in a way... =p

What the?!?! Even the lizard which had sticky pads thinks so?

Ok! Ok! Enough of this full load of crap already!!! Well, as we headed back, we were treated to a wonderful sight!

Arrrghhh... my camera can't get the angle right?!?! What happened?!?!

Bah! Anyway... we got back *blah blah* took more photos and by the time, its starting to get dark... And we took more photos... and more photos...

And the day get darker and darker and darker... Hey?!?! Not that dark bah?

And then the seniors set up their tripods, which makes them all look like the tripod gang set out for a fight... Yea, and they clustered together and prepared for the great fight!!! Hahaaa.... Kidding...

The entire area seems so tense up lol!

And then!!! The Great Moment everyone awaits!!! Are you ready?

Ready?

Ready?

Take a deep breath!!! *Sucks in air*

Here goes:

Aww... Dosen't the entire sight seem sooo spectacular to you?

Whew... I'm so tired now of waiting for the photos to upload... I speed stuff up then! Yea, then I took another 'bo liao' photo cause I still had space in my memory card!

Well, a night view of our city! I had to look at it from a different
perspective from now on i guess...

Then my meal after these crappish activities... ZzzzzZZzzz

Anyone hungry?

I don't need to summerise the rest do I? Yea, then it's the homebound journey, I guess... Since I have nothing better to do, I'll end it with a stupid picture about the rights of flowers!

"*Groans*, why so many pictures today?"

"Oi, I'm in photography leh? If I don't take picture then what the hell do I take then? Well, just bear with the influx of photos lah!!! I'm feeling quite chirpy today mah!!! Tralala~" =D

Geeze... Why am I so 'bo liao' today?

Ahhh... That's the end!!! Happy? Man, just dowloading these photos takes the hell outa me man... Guess I won't update in a long time!!!

The Saga of the First Post Sniggers

2005-07-31T06:57:00.000+08:00

Whew... For some wierd reasons, after relentless questionings and pursuits by some people, I have decided to put up a version of what I considered a 'blog' =D online... Yea, so what shall I start with? Oh yea, the typical me as usual... Let's start with the boring 100 questions that all teachers ask the class kiddies when they pop by school on the first typical day. Don't faint as you read through it...

Ready? Here goes:

SIMPLE QUESTIONS
1. Full name: Goh Si Min
2. Nicknames: None
3. Eyes: Black and white
4. Height: A closely guarded secret that mere mortals shouldn't even consider guessing...
5. Hair: Black, long... May be short when I consider getting a cut any sooner
6. Siblings: 1 younger brother & another irritating younger sister
7. Do u like to sing in the shower? Erm... I can't sing for nuts though
8. Do u like to sing in the toilet? No.
10. Zodiac sign: Taurus
11. Address: Yishun
12. Sex: Female
13. Righty or lefty: Righty
14. What do you want in a relationship most? Aww... What do I want? Is it love? Romance... All the typical load of crap... Apperantly, I can't compremend it myself... Bah...
15. Have you ever cheated on someone: No
16. Martial status: Single and looking?
17. Do you have a car? No
18. What kinda car do you want? Lexus, cause your car will still come out fine even if another rammed into it, hehee...

FAVORITE QUESTIONS:
19. Movie: Hmm... Frankly, I dunno...
20. Song: Depends
21. singers/stars: Oohh, yea? Myself, I guess
22. TV Show: Anything that interest me...
23. Actor: Whoever I show interest in at the moment
24. Actress: Same, *points finger upwards* Chuck it out yourself
25. Food: Anything that taste nice! Don't follow the trend... It always fails!!!
26. Number: 13, no... mabye I like 7 cause it sounds odd...
27. Cartoon: Happy Tree Friends =D Cause I'm evil *sniggers*
28. Disney Character: Mickey Mouse
29. Colour: Sky Blue

LOVE LIFE ETC:
30. Do you plan on having children: =.=
31. Do you want to get married: =.=
32. How old do u wanna be when you have your first child: Erm... Can we skip? =_= Let's see... I dunno leh... Any suggestions on when is the best time to have an irritating bawling kid? =p
33. How old do u wanna be when your married: Hmm... Come on... Any suggestions as yet?
34. Would you have kids before marriage: No
35. Do you have a b/f or g/f ? No
36. Do you have a crush? Yes

EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)
38. Music/TV: Music
39.Guys/Girls: Yawn... Both, I guess...
40. Green/Blue: Blue
41. Pink/Purple: Purple
42. Summer/Winter: Summer, many say winter cause it sounds romantic... Just like the winter sontana scene... Awww... The all so sweet scene... But be practical lah... Don't tell me you intend to freeze to death?
43. Night/Day: Night
44. Hangin Out/Chillin: Hangin Out
45. Dopey/Funny: Funny

OTHERS
46. weird saying I have? Cash is best when it sticks to you
47. what skool do u go to? Boring Nanyang Polytechnic at the moment
48. have you ever taken drugs? No
49. What's a major turn on(guys) for you? Crappish people
50. How far would you go on a first date? To the doorstep
52. which 7 people do you trust and are open with the most? All these categories still fall under the one and only person, myself!
53. what do you think of your "soul mates"/bestfriends? Good meaning people who are always patient and possess high IQ & EQ
54. is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? No
55. what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? The time when I heard that someone I know passed away...
56. what's something about guys/girls you don't get? Their psyche
57. are you happy? No
59. What's an object you can't live without? A computer with an internet connection
60. Love or Lust: Love
61. Silver or gold: Both
62. Diamond or pearl? Diamond
63. Sunset or sunrise? Sunset
64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping: No
65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes, lots of them though I don't understand why they are myteriously there always
66. Do you have any piercings? Yes
68. What song are you listening to right now? Some crappish song
69. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 1117
70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? Climb some mountain! Just kidding... I decide when the time comes... Ei?
71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? My pig
72. What's your favourite sport? Sleeping and slacking
73. What's your favourite instrument? Piano
74. What makes you happy? Doing what I like
75.What you gonna buy/get? ipod... When I have the $$$
76.SPECS OR CONTACT LENSES: Both
77. What's the best advice given to you? Do what you like with your life when you still have time...
78. Have you ever won any special award? Yes
79. What are your future goals? Too many to tell
80. Worst sickness u ever had? Chicken Pox... Yet to contract SARS... Don't worry...
81. Do you like Funny or scary movies? Funny movies, oh yea, scary movies is a major turn on when you feel in for a scare by the way!
82. On the phone or in person? In person
83. Hugs or Kisses? Hugs
84. Wat songs seems to reflect you the most? I just can't find the right one at the moment. I post it when I find it!
85. If you die tmr who wud u leave everything u own to? I even have any possessions to leave? Hmm... mabye yes... my laptop... To my family then I guess...
86. Do you have any enemies? Yes
87. What is your greatest fear? Being alone
88. Would you rather be rich or famous? Rich, cause you will become famous because of being rich
89. What time is it in Albania now? Dunno
90. Have you ever been in love? Yes
91. Have you met santa? No
92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign asking to use your phone? Slam the door in its face. Never let any strangers into your house, regardless of where they originate!
93. when did u last tok to the person u like? Erm... Last year?
94. Do u have any pets? Yes
95. Whats your email address? bah!
97. Are you an alcoholic? No
98. Who sent this to you? hmm.... I copied it from my e-mail long ago leh... Could it be Hui Ting? Must be lah!
99. What do you think of this person? Always act independent one... Aiyah... I think she shows a great interest in accounting though *hint hint* I don't mean the subject if you get my drift... Aahh... But not too many hints on this one...
100. Do u want your friends to write back? Geeze... They already did...

Wah... The stupid 100 questions "thingy" is so long I nearly fell asleep doing it. Time to flew off then... Ahh... My 1st post!!!